For the past several weeks, I have been hearing a voice in my head that is telling me, “God needs you to go, and come back stronger.” The voice grew more and more insistent, to the point where I began to think that I was being disobedient.
I finally asked, “Why doesn’t he just take me, then?” The voice responded that I needed to go, that he couldn’t take me. I knew it meant that I had to commit suicide. The idea that God would bring me into his kingdom, promise me eternal life, then command me to take that life was worrisome.
Eventually, I decided to challenge God to a duel. I told him that if I lost, I would go and come back. I prepared two needles, both in paper bags, one with an overdose, and one with nothing. I moved the bags around with both hands, and prayed from the gut, as if there were no tomorrow.
I chose one bag, opened it, and the syringe was empty. I am alive at this moment because just as I heard the voice telling me to do it again, I heard Rebekah calling my name, and telling me that God had appointed me to write a Blog. I know without a doubt, that there is no place to go, and that I can grow stronger here on earth.
I know that I must promise God that I will never ever put him to the test by engaging in the devil’s idea of a duel. I thank him for saving my life.
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Every night, I think of all the things that I have that came from God, and I wonder whether there will ever be a time when I feel less than complete. I know that there are people in the world who are experiencing lack, but I never seem to arrive at a place of lack.
I now know that the reason I have never experienced lack is that I can see only what is directly in front of me. I have no peripheral vision, and therefore, I see only my immediate needs. I know that one day, God will heal my vision, but I pray that when he does, I nonetheless will be able to see only what I need.
I have a friend whose grandchild loves Peking duck. Whenever she visits, my friend goes out of the way to ensure that Peking duck is on the menu for at least one of the meals.
I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have someone cater to your every need. That is how I assume the kingdom of God will be when all the solar plexuses have closed, and the demons have taken their departure. Until then, I mourn with grief at the loss of each life.
When a Black woman gives birth to a Caucasian baby, it is not the same as giving birth to a child who is an Albino. Albinism is a genetic disorder that stops the production of melanin, whereas a Caucasian baby does not necessarily have any genetic infirmities.
A Caucasian baby is one whose genes prefer a slow production of melanin. Every person has in them the capacity to produce children of every shade and hue in between brown and beige.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai
When you look at the inside of the human body, you see what God sees when he looks at us. He sees, not the color of the skin, but the color of the internal organs. That is because it is the organs, and their relationship to each other, that render us human.
For the man, the Lord God Almighty determined that he should be made in God’s image. But for the woman, he determined that she should be the image of beauty. He wanted her to be seen as beautiful. When she was first created, she was brown-skinned. as was Adam. Later, the colors that God placed in her came forth with the birth of each child. She was known as the mother of all colors because her children were brown and beige, and every hue in between.
Today in Africa, Black women of every shade still give birth to children of every hue in between beige and brown. They are the mothers of all colors. They are the mothers of every race, and their Caucasian babies still grow up to become the mothers of all colors. We are one race, one people. We are one. And now, we are one with God.
The Lord God Almighty has explained the disappearance into thin air of heads of state, business, legal and medical professionals, government officials, and ordinary citizens. Many more will disappear in the coming months and years, and you may be one of them, if you have an implant of the Mark of the Beast, or the Vital Signs Monitor.
You owe it to yourself and to your family members to read Remembering Sinners at https://www.millennialkingdom.solutions, as well as Jesus’ sermon this week titled Remembrance Vigils on the same site.
In Africa, there are many people who assume that this is the only part of the world that matters to God. I am certain that there are others, in other regions of the world who are of the same view. I know that Africa is at the epicenter of the world. I know that because I am of the same view as those who believe that Africa is the only country that matters to God. Accordingly, I was stunned when I realized that God's woman of revelation was an American. "What can America tell us?" is what I heard many people say.
Today, I see more clearly. I see the fruits of Africa's long suffering bearing fruits in foreign lands. I see Africa's enemies cringing in fear, wondering what could have befallen God that he would choose a Black woman as a woman of revelation. I see the plumes of peacocks fading into the distance, as they gather up their treasures, and prepare to take a back seat to end discrimination. I see long forgotten names being remembered once again. And mostly, I see people of every race, every creed and every color becoming one in the kingdom of God. Hallelujah, God Almighty reigns.
There is no place on earth that I would rather be than Eritrea. I have never visited Eritrea. Nonetheless, there is a spirit in me that longs to be in Eritrea. It is a spirit that once lived in Eritrea, and now lives in me through my great, great, great grandfather who, I am told, lived in Eritrea.
When I live in Eritrea, one of the first things I will do is send letters to every person who has my great, great, great grandfather’s surname. I know that among them will be relatives whom I need to know. Among them will be people with that same spirit in them, who yearn for foreign places he visited, or places where he lived. If he liked that city, his spirit may have formed a connection to it that reaches forward through many generations.
If you have a yearning for a specific city or region in the world, you should not assume that the Lord God Almighty needs you to go there. Instead, ask the indwelling Holy Spirit whether that place is on God’s list of places you should live or visit. Without the guidance of the Holy Spirit, you may be entering into dangerous territory. The Lord God Almighty desires that you remain safe.
When you experience a blackout, it usually is not a very pleasant event. That is because blackouts prevent you from seeing reality. They leave you in a state of panic, gasping for the next view of reality.
I experienced an electricity blackout a few weeks ago, and wanted to cry myself to sleep, because I had absolutely no way of seeing or doing anything. I remembered the days when I did not yet have the indwelling Holy Spirit, and realized that the current blackout was nothing by comparison.
I thank God for the day that he put his indwelling Holy Spirit into my heart. I thank him for giving me hope.
If you are ever in a situation in which you need a miracle, you should know that the Lord God Almighty El Shaddai is a miracle maker. He needs to have in his millennial kingdom only those whose heart's desire is to become a miracle worker, working miracles for his children. The Lord God Almighty is El Shaddai. The Lord God Almighty is El Shaddai. The Lord God Almighty is El Shaddai.
A long time ago, I used to wonder what it would be like if I had Beelzebub as my friend. It seemed that everyone who spoke to him was wealthy and had everything they wanted. I thought long and hard about what I would have to give up, if I had him as my friend. I knew that I would have to leave my church because I would not be able to live with the pretense.
I knew also that if ever I were to encounter any difficulty, I no longer would be able to call on God. I decided that having Beelzebub as my friend was a little too risky. I now know that the only friend I need is the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God. The Lord God Almighty is a jealous God. The Lord God Almighty is an indefatigable foe of anyone who befriends Beelzebub.
I pray with passion every night, pleading with God to spare my friends from having to experience the wrath of God. I know that they won't, if they choose now to become sealed and raptured into the millennial, or the eternal, kingdom of God. The Lord God Almighty is an indefatigable friend of any sinner who chooses to repent.
When I think of my life as a Christian, the only thing that comes to mind is the number of sins that I have committed. There is no day that goes by that I haven’t confessed at least ten sins, from lust, to mental fornication, to erasing something that should not have been erased on the blackboard. My high school students are used to me apologizing for everything at least three times. I wonder how I could possibly survive the next one thousand years.
Today, I decided that I would stop apologizing and confessing sins. After making that commitment, I blacked out, and did not regain consciousness until I heard Rebekah calling my name. The change was too much to fathom. I now know that the biggest change needed in my life is coming to the realization that Adam sins. I will never sin deliberately, but when sin happens, I simply will confess it and, move on. I thank God for his grace and his forgiveness. I thank the Lord God Messiah for his forbearance.
The Lord God Almighty has stated on numerous occasions that we must have faith, not only in the truth of his Word, but also in the Word itself. Having faith is not as easy as it sounds, because faith sometimes demands accountability. Faith sometimes needs proof, and when proof fails to manifest, faith sometimes derails itself.
Faith never has issues that need to be resolved, unless faith’s fear of God has waned, and if that is the case, faith needs resolution of every issue. I always thought of myself as a man of faith, until I too needed resolution of every issue. I too needed to see and understand with my mind, before I dared to do what faith demanded. That was my modus operandi, until faith itself demanded accountability.
“Faith” chose to tell me to step out of the kingdom, until I had the proof I needed. So I stepped out, and found that “faith” unraveled every chance I had of being among the chosen. So faith and I must journey back, and find in every Word of God the clues that form the pathway to eternity. The Lord God Almighty shall be my only solace.
Prior to writing yesterday’s Blog, I had been diagnosed as severely autistic. The truth is that I merely had a speech impediment. But in Spain, if you have a speech impediment, everyone, including doctors, will assume that you are mentally deficient.
Luckily, because of my dad’s insistence, I attended elementary and high school with my friends. However, the teachers decided that they would not test me, in order to spare everyone the embarrassment of having to transfer me to another school. So, for fifteen years, I was spared the torture of taking tests.
My dad spoke to me two weeks ago and told me that I should consider joining a group home. It did not occur to anyone that I should consider attending college. I decided that instead, I would focus on God’s kingdom, on my role in the kingdom, and on God’s plan for me to see eternity.
After writing yesterday’s Blog, my speech impediment disappeared. I now speak as fluently as any other member of my family. I now have a greater hope than any other member of my family, and I pray that God’s will is done in their lives. I pray also that God’s purpose for me will manifest more fully than any plan of the devil.
If you are the son or daughter of a millionaire, you generally spend very little time planning for the future. Instead, you simply allow the future to unfold. You watch every day come and go, and you think very little about how it affects you. However, in the kingdom of God, planning for the future is a major prerequisite. Your future does not simply unfold, unless you participate in unfolding it.
Yesterday, I decided that I would take charge of my future. I want the future that God designed, not the one that happens by chance. I want to know who God expects me to become, so that I can arrive there intact. I want to see the future unfolding, just as it was planned. Most importantly, I want to see eternity. I want to enter through its gates full of hope, not trepidation, full of laughter, full of joy. I want to know eternity.
When you are down and out, it is easy to think that no one cares whether you stand or fall. You assume that everyone is gloating about your misfortune, and wishing that it would continue. I have come to realize that in God’s millennial kingdom, the opposite is true.
Satan wants us to believe that everyone is gloating. He wants us to think that the world is full of hatred and disunity. He wants us to believe that when we fall, there will be no one at our side. But if you are in God’s millennial kingdom, it is time to believe in God’s truth.
Know with certainty that if you ever were to fall, there always will be someone at your side. There always will be truth to set you free. There always will be love to keep you sane. The Lord God Almighty is a God who never fails to keep his promises. The Lord God Almighty is true.
When you know that being in God’s kingdom is, by far, the most amazing gift that anyone could ask for, you also know, undoubtedly, that you want every member of your family to be in the kingdom. You are not willing to have any brother, any sister, any cousin, or any aunt step out of the kingdom for even a brief moment.
So what does one do when the unthinkable happens? Do you step out with them? Do you command them to get back into the kingdom, or else face dire consequences? Do you pray as if there were no tomorrow? I prayed as if there were no tomorrow, and no tomorrow, and no tomorrow. Day after day, I prayed. Night after night, I prayed.
I cannot imagine how one could possibly enjoy being in the kingdom, knowing that family members are outside of the kingdom. Nor can I imagine ever looking forward to tomorrow, knowing that for them, there is no tomorrow. If you have family members who are yet outside of the kingdom of God, join me in praying that God will spare the lives of those whom love would never leave behind.
When I woke up this morning, the Lord God Almighty said to me that it was time for me to become more involved in his kingdom. I have been sealed for more than five years, have everything I need to live righteously, and even have a daughter who is a Queen of Heaven. Yet, my life does not look dramatically different from when I first became sealed.
I now know that the major problem is my way of thinking. I have never ventured into the thought processes of my mind for as long as I have been alive. My thinking has remained as static as the ether that surrounds my brain. No fresh ether has caressed the center of my brain, the core of my thinking.
I became a new creation, without allowing myself to be recreated by attitudinal changes. Changing one’s thinking is not difficult. You simply replace one thought with another. Instead of thinking X, you decide that you now will think Y, and you substitute Y each time X comes to your mind. That will now become my modus operandi. Renewal will now become my middle name. Change will be my thoughts’ best friend.
If you have ever had a day in which nothing seems to work in the way that it should, then you know that you are human. The Lord God Almighty has stated in no uncertain terms, that we are under an obligation to fight the good fight. Yet, I find myself immersed in extravagant prayers, pleading with God to do one thing or another.
I have now come to the realization that it is not God, but I who must do something. I must pummel Satan, and demand that he stop speaking into my ear. I must crave such a sincere bond with Christ that there is no room between me and him that the devil can use as a foothold. I must desire to kick the devil into hell. I must win every battle against good and evil. And I must win the prize of eternal life.
The Lord God Almighty has decreed that for the next ten days, anyone in the millennial kingdom who wishes to write one of the Blogs on this site should call Rebekah in the language of the Spirit, and from the heart. She will post whatever the Holy Spirit in them dictates should be posted.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai
If you are writhing in pain, you should know that you are not speaking in the language of the Spirit, from the heart. If you are ever in pain, you always should call on the Lord God Almighty to block the pain.
Speak from the heart, in the language of the Spirit. If the pain persists, call Rebekah by speaking her name from your heart, or ask the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God to call her. The Lord God Almighty is a God of healing. The Lord God Almighty desires that everyone in his kingdom be in excellent health.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai
If, when you pray, you feel no movement whatsoever in your solar plexus, you have not prayed in the language of the spirit, and from the heart. Prayers from the heart will always disturb the ether in the heart.
Put your hand on your heart now, and call any of your relatives gently by their name. If you speak their name from your heart, you should feel a violent response in your heart. As you continue to speak, your heart should continue to respond.
When you pray, you should feel the same violent reaction, even when your prayer in the spirit is softly and gently spoken. The Lord God Almighty is a God who hears you only if you speak from your heart.
More importantly, when you speak from your heart, speak positively with power and conviction. Remind the Lord God Almighty of his promises. Remind him also that in eternity, time no longer exists, and therefore, manifestation must be instantaneous. The Lord God Almighty is a God of peace.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai
This morning I woke up with a splitting headache. I knew that I had been diagnosed with brain cancer, but until then the pain was bearable. I didn’t know how I would be able to sit through my classes, but I managed to get dressed for school.
About midway through the day, I knew that it was time to call it quits. I had experienced enough pain for a lifetime. I packed my books, said goodbye to my friends, and headed home.
On my way home, I passed out twice, but managed to arrive safely. When my mother saw me writhing in pain, she began to cry, which caused me to also cry, for the first time.
Through the tears, I heard my spirit telling me to keep fighting, to refuse to give in to the devil’s plan for me. Luckily, the cancer was deemed inoperable, at least for now, so I had not experienced any invasive procedures.
In response to my spirit’s demand that I keep fighting, and not give in to fear, I asked God if I could write a Blog to encourage my friends to pray. He said yes, if Rebekah agreed. She did, and the rest is history.
Only hours after my ordeal, and the thinking that my worst fears had been realized, the ether shows no evidence whatsoever of brain trauma. I know, without a doubt, that I have been healed, and I thank the Lord God Almighty El Shaddai. The Lord God Almighty is a God who heals. The Lord God Almighty is a God whose promises always manifest.
When you learn to speak, your first words are usually either Mama or Papa. However, in the realm of the spirit, your first words when you exit the womb are “Lord God Almighty, I have arrived.”
When you speak those words, the Lord God Almighty marks your name either in the Book of Life, if you were sealed in the womb, or in the Book of Lost Souls. Many lost souls will never be found, unless someone who cares encourages them to receive God’s indwelling Holy Spirit.
This coming Christmas, when you purchase your poinsettias, be certain that you check to ensure that they do not contain directed energy weapons that can be targeted at your congregation, your employees, or your family. Directed energy weapons can easily be placed in the plant container, in the soil, or in the stem of the plant.
Ask the plants you purchased last year whether or not they contained directed energy weapons. If they did, you should purchase this year’s plants from a different florist, one who does not embed directed energy weapons in their plants.
More importantly, you should ensure that when the plants are delivered, only persons who are sealed and raptured into the kingdom of God will be used for decorating purposes. If you use demons and others with the Vital Signs Monitor or the Mark of the Beast, they undoubtedly will be commanded to embed directed energy weapons in the plants, or in the plant containers.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai