When you need something more badly than you need your next breath of fresh air, you know that the need is desperate, and that without its fulfillment, you probably are not likely to endure. The Lord God Almighty knows my need, and only he can guarantee its fulfillment. Only he can ensure that when endurance needs a boost, it gets whatever it needs.
He has commanded me to do things that seemed impossible, but later proved to be the only sane solution. I know without a doubt that I will have everything I need, and that my only task is to remain in him. I know also that when I am formally married, my greatest need will have been fulfilled.
The Lord God Father in Heaven, El Elohim