Shelling out cash for something you did not expect to have to pay for is never an easy decision. It is much easier when it is something you need. However, if the Lord God Almighty says to you that you need to have a guilt-free existence, you should always trust his judgment.
Guilt will stop you from calling for help when you need it, and it will stop you from restoring a cherished relationship. It also will cause you to say things that you should never say, if there are demons within earshot. If you have guilt about something, ask the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God what you need to do, in order to be restored. Ask also the spirit that is in you what you need to do, in order to be restored.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai