Serendipity

They say that serendipity is having an experience that you believe you may have had before. I say that serendipity is having a soul that has visited this world numerous times, and knows it inside out. I say this because that is the feeling that I have every time I visit the United States. I feel that it was home at some point in time. I know that we are not supposed to believe in reincarnation, so I cannot tell my priest about this, but I cannot help but talk about it to other souls who have similar feelings.

One day when I was in New York City, I saw someone I had not seen in a long time. As we were chatting I noticed that she had a crown on the top of her head. Only I could see it, as I was looking at her through spiritual eyes. I asked about her crown and learned from her that when Satan is trying to blind you, he forces you to use your spiritual eyes so that you won't notice that you're losing sight in your physical eyes. He had been coming to me everyday and berating me for using my physical eyes. He did not want me to see the aura which is part of the physical body, or the changes that occur as one progresses from a new Christian, to a more mature Christian, to someone who has become unstoppable.

I know that in one of my past visits to the earth I must have been a Hindu because I seem to be very familiar with the aura and learned a lot from just watching, without having to study it. In a new Christian, it is black in color, especially if they have lived a sinful life according to our standards. It gradually begins to change color and becomes like a rainbow with many colors. In more mature Christians, it is milk white. When someone has become unstoppable, it becomes unchangeable. You cannot force it to turn to a different hue.

I recall seeing a crown on the head of one of my relatives as we were growing up. I paid no attention to it until my cousins and I had our spiritual eyes opened by a neighbor, and they also noticed it. We thought it was because she was such a "goody two shoes" that God had given her the crown. We didn't tell her that we could see it, and we always assumed that she knew it was there. It never occurred to us that she never would have gone to a witch doctor to have her spiritual eyes opened. She still sees only what God has enabled her to see, having never succumbed to the temptation to want to see more.

I wish I had had more of an opportunity to discuss spiritual things with her, and to understand her views about God. As I read her Blogs, I see a depth and a passion that I never knew existed. I had seen only the surface of who she was. Now I see that all of the incidents that occurred as we were growing up, that seemed to have no reference point, were all pieces of a puzzle that has now come together. She was indeed a "goody two shoes" but not just in outward actions, in her inner convictions also.

She would never have wanted us to tell her that she was wearing a crown because she always wanted to blend in with everyone and not stand out. She needed to know that her family was one and that she was no different from any of us. We however knew that she was different, not just because of the crown, but because of the light that surrounded her. Back then the light was many different colors. I imagine that it was symbolically similar to Joseph's coat of many colors which we read about in Genesis 37:3 (KJV). Now, however, it is milk white and unchanging, except for an occasional blue tint that can be seen around the world. I have asked others and they too see it.

When I think of the transfiguration of Jesus, I imagine that he looked as she now looks, and that he expects us all to look like her, to be permanently transfigured. When all has been said and done, she will have become God's woman of revelation not only to this planet, but to all the planets in this universe. The Lord God of the universe, El Elohim, the Father who art in heaven, reigns. To God be the glory. Amen nine times.

Allison

(The 9 Amens are a reference to El Elohim because 9 is the number of El Elohim, 12 is the number of El Shaddai, and 6 is the number of Jesus of Nazareth).