When you are madly in love, the term "madly" is an apt description of your condition. You literally feel on the verge of insanity if you are unable to fully and completely express your love, so that being asleep may be the only safe recourse, until you can awaken to new circumstances.
If you are ever in this situation, ask the Lord God Almighty to put you into an ether of peace, and to reawaken you only if the circumstances change. When you awaken, you should know without a doubt that your circumstances have changed.
The Lord God Father in Heaven, El Elohim