Everyone experiences bouts of disbelief, periods when they simply need to see the physical evidence or the hole in the hand in order to have their faith move to the next level, or the next plateau, or the next incarnation. When we doubt, we are saying to God that our spirit needs to become one with his. God always meets the doubter in the midst of his doubt and offers him every reason to believe. It is he that then must examine the reasons, and choose whether or not to believe. He must recognize the danger of unbelief, and urgently seek oneness with God. If after examining all the reasons there still is doubt, God once again, will meet the doubter in the midst of the pain of unbelief.
Ultimately, if someone languishes in unbelief, it is because they have not devoted the time necessary to examine all the reasons to believe that God has provided to them. Make a list now of all of the areas of doubt in regard to your faith. Ask God to show you all the reasons that you can and should believe. Be committed to diligently examining every possible direction. If God shows you a possible direction that you should pursue, be open to pursuing it, even if it appears to be going in the wrong direction. You will know whether a possible direction is not worth pursuing if it bears no fruit. If it bears any possible fruit whatsoever, then it is worth your diligent pursuit. It also is worth your utmost respect. The Lord God Almighty reigns.
The Lord God Jesus Of Nazareth