When you are waiting for your solar plexus to close permanently, you are in a state of exhilarating anxiety. You are not sure of what will happen when it closes, or what your state of mind will be.
The Lord God Almighty needs you to know that you can only vaguely imagine what life will be, because no eye has seen and no mind can conceive of what God has prepared for those who love him. You can only brace for the future, and for life.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai