I am not like most other teenagers my age. I spent the last two years of my life in a hospital, battling the forces of hell that were trying to destroy my life. I did not like having to be in the hospital, however, the alternative was to permit me to escape to heaven. While in that state of restful sleep, I had the opportunity to examine the life I had led. I knew that I was not being a saint, but I also was not succumbing to the temptation to do the kinds of evil that I saw happening on television. I was a fruitful member of society, or so I thought.
Being in a state of sleep consciousness in which you are asleep but conscious (coma) gives you the opportunity to examine your life and the life of others around you. You witness the carnage of their words, and the indescribable ways in which their emotions can wreak havoc on others. You witness also its effects on them. I saw my soul while I was in this state, and I saw all the ways that I had influenced the lives of others. I saw the angry words' condemning effects, and I saw how words of love uplifted and embued others with power. I know that my life will never be the same.
During that time I also had an opportunity to talk with El Elohim, the God of my people. They say that he is not God and that Jesus is the only God. They say this because we call him Allah, a term of endearment, a replacement for El Elohim. We call him Allah because his name is to be revered, not uttered in vain. I saw no sins recorded for having called his name in vain. I also saw no sins recorded for praying too frequently. I did not ask where they had been recorded, because I assumed there were none.
I also did not ask why I saw no sins recorded for having visited hell, as I saw many of my friends doing while I was asleep. I could see clearly what the visit had done to their souls. Each soul was marked in such a way that God would think the person had declared war, because the devil can mark the soul every time a person visits him in hell. I know that I would have been curious, and I definitely would have visited hell if asked to do so. Being in the hospital was a blessing from Allah.
When Jesus returns, as we expect he will, he knows that we Muslims must be first, because we have been last for centuries, lagging behind Jews and Christians. I hope he chooses me to be with him in his kingdom on earth. God Almighty reigns in Jerusalem, in Saudi Arabia, in New York City and throughout the world. Amen.