When I think of my life as a Christian, the only thing that comes to mind is the number of sins that I have committed. There is no day that goes by that I haven’t confessed at least ten sins, from lust, to mental fornication, to erasing something that should not have been erased on the blackboard. My high school students are used to me apologizing for everything at least three times. I wonder how I could possibly survive the next one thousand years.
Today, I decided that I would stop apologizing and confessing sins. After making that commitment, I blacked out, and did not regain consciousness until I heard Rebekah calling my name. The change was too much to fathom. I now know that the biggest change needed in my life is coming to the realization that Adam sins. I will never sin deliberately, but when sin happens, I simply will confess it and, move on. I thank God for his grace and his forgiveness. I thank the Lord God Messiah for his forbearance.