If you want Jesus Of Nazareth to reveal himself to you, you have to be willing to do as he commands you to do, every time, to say what he commands you to say, every time, and to reveal what he commands you to reveal, every time. If "every time" is not understandable to you, you should ask him what he means by "every time." Do so tonight. Do so every time you are tempted to do the opposite of what he tells you to do.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai