There was a time when I thought that I had no needs whatsoever. It seemed that everything I wanted, I already had. I knew that there were other things that I could want, but I did not need them. When I got into my late twenties, I suddenly realized that I was still single, and most of my friends were either married or engaged.
I sunk into a deep depression when every girl I asked on a date said no. It seems that they all thought that I was gay. I don’t know why it took me so long to wake up to the fact that I need to be in relationship. However, I thank God for the fact that I have managed to remain pure, when all around me lay the ruins of broken relationships, hurt feelings, and unwanted pregnancies.
When I do get married in 2020, I know that the victory will be sweet, the relationship pure and unencumbered by past hurts, and the ether in our bodies giving glory only to the Lord God Almighty, and him alone. The Lord God Almighty is true. The Lord God Almighty is El Shaddai.